I'm doing ok....
We lost the little tiny girl yesterday. I bottle fed her for days. She was doing great, so I thought. I fed her yesterday morning and she ate well. Then she was gone, just like that. I did all I could for her. The other 2 girls and the boy are doing great! They are all healthy, good sizes, and thriving! They are also very beautiful puppies. I have new pics to post of them, but need to re-size and all that.
I'm still grieving. I don't think I'll ever stop thinking of Rio. But I know that life goes on and I have to go on. God wanted her back and even though I don't understand, I know that I'm not supposed to know all the answers. She is most definitley in this house. I feel her everywhere. Even think I catch a glimpse once in a while, although i'm sure that's my mind playing tricks. I feel a strong pressense in one paticular room, where my computer is, because she was always in here with me when I was at my computer. She was a baby gate jumper and she could go any where in the house she pleased, which I loved about her. I first noticed this when she was a puppy, I had her in a plastic playpen and she jumped right out. Amazed me. Well before she was pottty trained I put up the gates for her and a few of my other puppies to keep them off the carpet when I wasn't with them. She cleared those gates the first day they were up. LOL. She soared across them like a bird. She was amazing.
I'll have new pics of the puppies up by this eve. |