[loveshay]

Thanks everyone.....

I knew you all would understand, about Bella....it broke just my heart...was like giving my baby away!...no one else seems to get it...I was so upset about it, and wanted to run right over there and get her back...but she needed and deserved, to be loved on, and spoiled rotten, and I just wasnt able to do it..I love getting the emails and seeing pictures BUT it also upsets me...she is doing very well., and is being spoiled and loved, so in my head I know I did the right thing, it's my heart that is heavy...