i know exactly how you feel, please believe me. its been 50 days since i lost my little baby nika and it hasn't gotten any easier for me either. not a day has gone by without crying for her and missing her and wishing i could hold her one more time! its the hardest thing i've ever had to go through. i didnt even cry this much when i lost my grandma! i wake up in the night looking for her in bed and everywhere i go. she was my best friend and most loyal dog i've ever been lucky enough to have. my heart is breaking for you. i'll say some prayers you make it through this difficult time and am sending you a hug. i do feel that someday we will be together again for eternity! love never dies rest in peace sweet little gus and my beautiful nika! |