It's been 4 days,,,, and it seems to get harder each day. I'm trying to hold on to those good memories, but it makes me so bitter and upset that he was taken away from me way to early. This emptiness is too much to bare. When it comes to my grandson and Gus I am oh so overly protective. I lose sight of either one of them and right way I'm yelling for them. 8 out of 10 times Gus was right behind me following me wagging his little nub. I want more then anything to find that excited, tail waggin, precious little guy behind me and it's killing me that I wont.
Here is a cute one taken last year of both my little boys on one of our many walks.
__________________ Monica, Proud mom of Gus who is forever missed! And new mom to Leiloni Gus's Dogster page |