Tasha,
I can't imagine what you're going through. That's my worse nightmare, having something happen to my little ones! Millie would want you to be happy and sometimes memories are so hard, but the "Rainbow Bridge" is comforting, but I can't get through reading that without crying! You have the same birthday as my daughter, only her year is 1984. I know this should be such a happy time in your life and someday it really will be again! Try to keep your mind occupied, Millie will understand and she'll always be right there in your heart! You're in my prayers! Sendings lots of hugs!
Deb