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Originally Posted by boopster  I understand how you're feeling. I had to make that awful decision a few months ago for my Bungee. Deep in my heart I know I made the right decision... if I had let her suffer any longer, I would have been doing it for my own selfish need to keep her with me. But I still have those lingering doubts, too.
My hardest time is when I come home from work and look for her to meet me at the gate. It does get a little easier to cope every day. I wish I could take away some of your pain, but only time will do that. |
I am sorry to hear about Bungee. It is an awful decision to have to make. In my head I know I made the right decision, but my heart doesn't agree. I keep thinking that I should have waited, but like you said it would have been selfish of me. I know she didn't want to lay there in pain. It took everything out of her just to switch laying positions.