I just read your poem in another post and then found this one. I am so sorry that you lost your baby at such a young age. I know how heartbreaking it is, trying to save your baby but not be able to. Had a puppy in my Georgia and Chewy's 1st litter live 11 days and passed away when I was holding him. He had been struggling the last few days he was alive. It was really sad but I'm glad he passed in the arms of someone who loved him. I think it is really hard especially when one your dog has a pup and they pass. I know she is up there happy as can be, just waiting until the day you can join her
I hope you all are doing okay.
P.S. your poems were beautiful and made me cry! but a good cry.