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Originally Posted by Beamers Mom  Believe me, you will see your father again.
In 1994 my father in law passed away. He had a gliablastoma multiforme, a very aggressive tumor on his brain. We had to bring him to live with us so I could take care of him. The last few nights he "relived" his life. He was rambling on about chasing chickens, and something about a fire and his little dog - turns out these were things from his childhood. I also sat by him while he was in the war all over again. Then the last night he was calling "Lola, Lola, help me cross over" He was "seeing" Lola. I had no idea who Lola was. Turned out she was a sister who had passed away in 1973. He was one of 13 children and I didn't know most of them.
So, yes, you will see your father again. And even if you don't feel him around you, I am sure he is there watching over you.
I don't feel my parents or my mother and father in law, who I loved dearly, but I just know they are there watching over us. |
Gosh i hope you are right. If there were one person that i could see again it would be him...i still feel a strong earthly bond with him. I keep trying to remember the good times(and difficult ones too!) but it is so hard not too think of the last time i spoke with him and that just breaks me up! The only time i can cry for him is when i'm alone driving as i don't want to upset my children. I bet the dry cleaner wonders why my eyes are always red and moist!(and red runny nose) I sure hope the loss gets easier to bear because i am still a weepy basket case! I know if my dad can come back to ease my pain he will.