Thank you all so very much. I'm feeling a little better this morning, sitting here quietly watching the snow fall (I should be working, but I'm entranced by the snow, lol). Yesterday, getting the card and then her ashes, it just brought it screaming back to me. And I think for the first time I accepted that she was really gone and we weren't going to see her again. I know that we will welcome a new baby into our home someday soon, and she will be a new little one for us to love on and care for. Kelli will be waiting for us at the RB, and she's happy and playing with everyone. I know she's at peace, no more pain and no more medicine to take. And that's just what I would want for her. |