It has been helpful coming here. Some parts of the day are pretty bad but overall I am doing somewhat better. I realize that even if she had made it that day, whether it was NE or GME or a brain tumour it would have been painful for her to linger; this way it was over quickly and painless. And I did get a chance to hold her in my arms and letter her go. She was a very special girl and I was fortunate to have her in my life. I wish I could clone her - it would be such a joy. I am still awaiting the results of the autopsy. I am hoping that will give me some closure. Not many people realize that it is the same as losing a baby. And I thank all of you for listening to me - it has made it easier to have others with whom to share my pain.
P.S. Can someone tell me how I can post her photo? |