I understand your anxiety and fear, I was the same way when Mabel went in for hers! When they look at you with those pitiful eyes...breaks your heart! But you must put on your big girl panties and do it! The benefits of the spay far outweigh the risks. These critters are a lot sturdier than they look! She will be fine and back to her old self in no time. Dog ownership is not always fun & games... your furbaby depends on you to do the right things for her health. Sometimes not a lot of fun but vital. Sorry to sound like i'm preaching... i guess my mother hen gene is kickin in

!!! Seriously, the vet knows what they are doing so trust them! And on the plus side the whole experience will bond you and your baby even closer!