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Originally Posted by guliverandmaya  The Vet wanted to try few more days but today he pee and pooped all over himself, and deep down I know it wont get better. I dont want that my last memories will be of him holding his needs until he couldnt take it anymore.
I asked the Vet to put him down. I couldnt watch it. Just gave him a warm pet and left the clinic to cry. I asked for private cremation and to get his ashes back, so I can put it somewhere here close to my house along with a piece of his hair that I took.
My dear Guliver, I hope you had a wonderful life with me and I am so sorry for all the times I made you feel sad. I love you so much my baby... rest in peace!  |
I too watched and hoped and prayed. May your memories of Gulliver one day warm your soul and heart. Today, tomorrow maybe the memories might be too painfull. But today is hurt and pain and sorrow, embrace those, and then let go as you can moment by moment.