I'm so sorry...
My parents went through same thing and all I can tell you is that you need to look at your own relationship through other person's perspective or better yet through your husband's perspective and it might help you to understand why he did what he did.
I had hours and hours of talk with my mom about why my father cheated on my mom and found out that my father was very insecure man and needed my mom to assure him that he was the only man she needed in her life. Don't beat yourself about it, cring about it blaming him won't help trust me(my mother spent years blaming, cring...etc) keep your head held high and know that you are worth more than that. Be strong and don't forget that you deserve better relationship whether with your hubby or someone else.
my prayers are with you.
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