The Vet wanted to try few more days but today he pee and pooped all over himself, and deep down I know it wont get better. I dont want that my last memories will be of him holding his needs until he couldnt take it anymore.
I asked the Vet to put him down. I couldnt watch it. Just gave him a warm pet and left the clinic to cry. I asked for private cremation and to get his ashes back, so I can put it somewhere here close to my house along with a piece of his hair that I took.
My dear Guliver, I hope you had a wonderful life with me and I am so sorry for all the times I made you feel sad. I love you so much my baby... rest in peace!
