The next few days are such a struggle I know, enjoying the time you have, wondering what will really happen. Will she be the one to recover or not. Could have, would have,should have runs through the mind. I found the grief of could have, would have difficult and left it on the side of the road!. I know I am strong enough to go forward for her/him-my baby.
How can such a little one entangle their way around our hearts? Its the LOVE we have to offer they accept without question. We are the ones burden with the knowledge of what could happen! They are the one to enjoy each and every day without question to its fullest.
As I said before they teach us, the Shelby's, Elle's, Babybear, Baily, Blueboy, what life is really about. Enjoy me now, dont question tomorrow. I am here love me.
These are only the words I can offer in solace to you and anyone else going through a difficult times.
Yes I rely on my God, you rely on what is best for you, but know we are here as a YOKIETALK family to help you through.
Anne and Shelby with her furbabies |