You are so right, I do treat my little ones better than i treat myself (no kids). I think for me the reason is they are unable to tell us if something is wrong and i guess I just want to minimize all the things that can go wrong. One way of doing that is making sure they have the proper diet. Also Brandi came from a byb so she is not in the best of health (not anything major) so I am constantly watching her behavior to spot any signs of distress.
But recently I have began to take steps to take better care of myself by quitting smoking and cutting down on salt. Heck I am now eating 3 times a day as oppose to the once a day I was eating. If I don't take care of myself first, i won't be able to take care of my little ones. That is what i started telling myself when I get the urge to smoke. |