I am so sorry for your loss. I understand first hand of a puppy dieing. My girl had 5 puppies May 18th and on day 4 the fattest one died. She smothered him. I was so heart broken so I understand completely how you feel. I couldnt let go of mine, I tried cpr and everything. After that I seriously didnt sleep for 2 weeks. I was right next to them evry night scared momma was gonna do it again. This was my 1st and definstly last experience. Even though mine are 4 1/2 weeks now and so adorable..it was NOT worth it and I will never do it again. It is soooo much harder then I thought. My thoughts and prayers go out to you so you may heal faster and get through this.
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Originally Posted by cuculinda  Thanks everyone for your kind words. Topknot-people have no idea how serious this is. We are dealing with life here. I held that puppy all night the previous night keeping him warm between my hands and feeling his little heart beat, just making sure he was breathing. Its amaizing when they pass and in an instant-gone!! its as if the warmth evaporates and coldness sets in.. you know whats funny and i hope people dont think im crazy, my second son was a preemie and i remember holding him skin to skin just tiny little thing ( he is 3 now), my husband and i were saying how this puppy is Belle's (my sons name here). She was so worried about him
In regards to her coat, i have worked so hard on her coat i hope i dont have to cut it  . I oiled, blowdried and wrapped. I will try oiling without wrapping and see how that works. I cant thank you enough for sharing this little tip with me.
I know everyone is free to do as they wish with their own pets but going through this experience first hand has made me realize it is no easy task |