Your Bella is beautiful! I'm sure that her surviving pups will be as well. I'm so sorry that one didn't make it
I hope that you will keep us all updated on how they are all doing.
Yes, all the stories I've read here since joining totally convinced me that I don't have what it takes to be a breeder. I used to think that one day I'd like to breed Yorkies, but got over that very quickly! I'll leave it to the pros
There is so much to know and learn, and even then---bad things can still happen. I just am not strong enough to withstand that, myself.