Thanks guys! This is why I love this site. I feel alot better. Maybe I am not a freak
I am very stressed out because I am exhausted and doing everything I can to keep this baby alive and strong. I really wish I could have met Jax in a couple of months when he was bigger but there is no way I could let him go now. My mom just told me I better not have any babies or I am really going to be a worried mommy
I think she is right...I better wait on that one. (If I survive this puppy!) Thanks again everyone for your kind words. I feel alot better. Just sad I am not at the Memorial weekend barbecue. I was too scared to take him and too scared to leave him alone.
