I am very sorry for the loss of you little boy. The best advice I can give is be willing to talk about him (even with you bf)
I lost my DH 7 years ago and I remarried 1 year ago. My first husband and father to my 3 oldest children is a open topic in our home. Time helps heal but we never forget and should not try to IMO.
We can not dwell on the past (never forget it) but we must live for the future. |