I am still having good days and bad days and today is a bad day. Nothing has gotten worse, nothing has changed, I'm just fighting back tears. I wish I would have taken her to emergency in the first place instead of listening to her cry in pain all night. I wish the vet didn't just tell me to take her home and bring her in the morning. I know everything happens for a reason but I wish I would have listened to my heart instead of my rational head that just said "The vet knows more than you do, so do what the vet says" Hindsight is 20/20 and I know I can't keep dwelling on it but it's hard to shake the feeling that I let down my little girl.
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