[stinky]

I know exactly how you feel. I have not been blessed with the virtue of patience and sometimes I feel like I’m going to tear out my hair trying to train Ginger. The only thing that has kept me relatively calm in this process is the regretful feelings you’re having right now. Next time you get really frustrated think about how bad you felt the last time you “lost it” and try to stay calm. Over time I’ve prepared myself every day to find stuff on the carpet, because it seems like no matter now adamantly you train them, they will still have accidents. All you can do is stick to it and eventually he’ll pick it up,

I don’t know if this helped you any, but I’m hoping just knowing that there is someone (lot’s of people actually) who know your frustration, may offer you some comfort.