I'm so sorry for your loss. I know your grief. I lost my pug at this time last year. It was devastating and after not having a dog in the house for a few weeks, it just seemed so empty. I was ready at the end of January! I waited until May and it was the longest 5 months of my life! You know that you will never replace Kelli, but a new puppy with its own personality and habits will probably bring you a lot of joy. When you get your new pup, I know it will be very loved