Thank you everyone for your support. It really does help. I took a personal day from work today. I've been trying to rest because I'm going on two hours of sleep and my face hurts from the tears. Every time I wake up I go to reach for Pierre or call him and then I realize that he isn't there. And that he is never coming back. I think it's only going to hurt more and more before it gets better. I have so many amazing memories of the little guy. He had such an amazing heart and so much love to give. I'll miss my little cuddle buddy! Every night he would sleep under the covers with me and first thing in the morning I would grab him, put him on his back, give him love, and cuddle the heck out of him. I am glad that we were able to have a special morning together yesterday... We woke up, cuddled, then he sat on my lap and hung out while I got ready for the day. I also did get a couple of pictures of the last hours he had in this life. R.I.P. Monster Man! Glad I have some of his stuffed animals and blankets to sleep with at night!
Thanks again for your kind words and being right there with me. After a month or so I plan to get maybe even two furr babies! Of course no other dog will replace Pierre but it will make it hurt a little less.... |