Today blows. I'm in such a sad, depressed mood. First off it's chilly here, like 48 degrees, which means it's also chilly in my apt. I'm here wrapped up in my blankie with the dogs 'cause I get cold easily...and now I feel sick.

It's mother's day but my mom is in Puerto Rico this week

If she was here I would have taken her out. I did call and she's having a great time at the beach which is good, I'm glad she's enjoying herself. Sure wish I was there. Then earlier I was going through some dog sweaters to put on the little ones and found one of Sophie's pjs that says 'Sophia' on it and I started bawling(it still smells like her). So to cheer myself up there is this screening I wanted to go to for 'Letters to Juliet' today and my bf doesn't want to go bc it's a 'chick flick'. He's being a complete jerk about it, and just being really lazy. If it were an action flick he'd be there right away. I've been wanting to see it forever..even if he doesn't want to see it i feel like if he cared he would just go see it with me. I mean it's free and I would do the same for him....This all just really ruined my day. I just feel so down.

Anyway I know nobody cares..I'm really sorry I just needed to get it out. I have everything bottled up inside. I do hope though that everyone's having a good mother's day. To all the mothers-God bless you. I don't have kids but I guess I can call myself a mommy, after all I have 4 little furballs running around. They are all that's keeping me smiling today. Happy Mother's day