[linz06]

Not only is this taking a toll on me, it's taking a toll on my relationship with Scott. Since she got home all I am doing is being with Layla and it's hard when he's doing other things that "need" to get done, like rearranging furniture so it's nicer for movie watching, etc. And then last night he told me I need to pay more attention to him. And then this morning when I thought I'd try to get a few minutes of normal life by checking my email he yells "What is more important on your computer than taking care of Layla?!" He packed stuff for her this morning but didn't pack any meat to wrap her pills in, and there is nothing at work to wrap her pills in. All he gave was a slice of apple. I can't hide a bitter pill in something she chews. She chewed it open and got powder all over the place and all over me and I don't know how much she got in her mouth. When I called him to ask about the meat, maybe I was a little upset, but he hung up on me. I can't stop crying.

She had a bowel movement last night so that's not a big issue anymore. But she also cried until about 4 am and I slept until 6 am and now I'm trying to function at work. She's falling asleep on my desk beside me.