Before I posted to this thread I wanted to review all of the OP's prior threads...and all I can say is...what a d@mn shame!
I understand the selfish desire to want to keep the love of your life BUT, for one to truly love their animal is when you take YOUR desires out of the equation and you do WHATEVER it takes...even if it means to turn your baby over to rescue!
This lil' one has had to suffer at the expense of it's owner refusing to admit her inabilities to meet the financial hurdles to properly care for this animal.
If someone offered to end my animals suffering by providing the necessary care that was needed and that I could not afford...I wouldn't even hesitate to make that decision.
If I say it once, I'll say it forever...if you cannot afford pet insurance or a savings account to meet these kind of situations that could happen to any animal...then do not have a pet!
So...OP, if you're still around & truly want to see your girl have a chance at a better life...do the right thing and contact a rescue to SURRENDER!
