Lindsey, a dear friend told me one day when I was running around inside my head like you are to pray for faith to replace my fears. I really thought she was cracked, but I was SO stressed that I had no choice but to try it. I remember spitting the words out and telling God that I honestly did not believe it, but that I was doing it because I was told to....kind of funny now when I think about it. Well.....it worked!!
Try it...my heart breaks for you. I cannot imagine having to sit at work and trying to function.
Linda