I am praying for it too. The biggest setback is that she lost deep pain in her legs. I am reading different articles, some saying it can come back with up to a 60 or 80 percent success rate, and some say as soon as it's gone, there might only be a 10 percent success rate. Some are saying the amount of time it's gone is a big factor, and if surgery is done immediately there's a better chance of it coming back, whereas the surgeon working on her said that's not the case at all.
I wrote an email to my office manager asking for permission to bring Layla to work when she gets out of the hospital so I can continue trying to do rehabilitation throughout the day, whether she has working legs or not. I cried while writing it out. Another coworker just asked me how Layla's getting along with me not being able to go home for lunch anymore and I choked out "She's in the hospital right now" and burst out crying and he apologized and I apologized and it's awkward now. I just can't talk, I can't work, it's hard to be here.
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