It's really tough for me to not think things through to the end. Yesterday before the surgery, all of this came to light about how she may not be able to urinate or defecate on her own and blah blah and if that was too much for us, we may have to think about putting her down in the next few months. And that is what really hurt me. I can NOT live without her and would do anything for her, but if she's very unhappy I can't be selfish. I just want some confirmation that she CAN be a happy dog still even if I have to help her release.
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