This is one of the most disturbing things I have read online. Just looking at her pictures on your website seriously makes me want to scream. The poor little darling is suffering and you keep saying you love her.
Sorry...but that is not love to let her live like that. If you don't want to let someone help her, then put her down. Don't let that poor little baby suffer any more!!!
You need to wake up and stop thinking about yourself and think about HER. She is defenseless...she is relying on you and you are not coming through.
I know you don't want to hear this, but honestly it is what you NEED to hear!
If you have a rescue that will help her, then either that or euthanasia is to me the ONLY answer at this point unless you can come up with the money TODAY.....stop waiting for someone to come along and pay her vet bills. This is not something that you can keep putting off!! How will you feel if she dies suddenly? Will you forgive yourself for letting her suffer until she died?? I know I would not be able to. |