I KNOW exactly how you feel. I lost my Toffee over a year ago, and I still get upset....it was heartbreaking....I couldn't talk about her, and I couldn't stop crying - where ever I was....BUT I now have Mr.Darcy. A month after Toffee left me, I was in Florida, and my best friend made me go out looking for a new furbaby, because even being in Florida didn't cheer me up! I couldn't stop crying. We found Mr. Darcy. I felt terribly guilty - I kept thinking how Toffee would hate me holding another puppy. You just have to go on. Did not replace but filled a void....and now I have 2 furbabies. I just got Lizzie yesterday, she is 4 months old, and I love her already. You will be OK.
__________________  Mr. Darcy  Miss Lizzie  Toffee in Heaven at 15-1/2 - still sadly missed 1993-Christmas 2008 |