Yen, you were such a super mom to your pups. We just have to look at the many threads you posted asking about what the absolute best food for dogs was. Of course there are many other things too that showed how dedicated you were.
You did the best you could. Someone told me this once, and maybe it will help you too (if not, feel free to ignore!): guilt can be a way of holding on to the past. Replaying the "what ifs" hurts, but it also the mind's way of shielding itself from the tragedy, which can feel too painful to fully acknowledge.
I do hope you can learn what you need to to give you some peace. DaVinci will be missed terribly.
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