Oooh, I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. I had to put my old dog of 12 years down in October. I'd got him when he was 5 weeks old. The Vet thought he had Cushings...but the meds didn't work. It hurt him to walk and they had him on muscle relaxers and vicodin..which helped him sleep. Then they thought it might be a brain tumor, but MRI's are very expensive. I finally made the decision to put him down. I held him the whole time until he went to sleep for the last time. It was very hard. I'm so sorry...time heals and so does a new puppy. Don't worry, you'll see your baby again someday. |