Carrie I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, you must be just devastated. I know how hard it is to lose a beloved little friend, I lost my 12 yr. old little silky X in August and I remember for a long time it actually physically hurt to think about her not being here anymore. The pain still hasn't gone away but it is easing some, especially thanks to Gypsy, she is really helping me with dealing with it. I will be thinking about you and your family in the days to come.
Much love and condolences
Kathy, Gypsy and Tango