I know how you feel. I had only had Lily for about 3 weeks when she started choking. She didn't make any noise, I just happed to look in her direction and saw that she was frozen with a look of panic. I called her name and she started squealing and running around freaking out. I picked her up and saw her gums were a bluish color..I did finger sweep and she started coughing. I gave her a couple of rescue breaths too. She ended up ok, but l was a mess. Luckily, I was on the phone with my friend that is a nurse also and she helped me to stay somewhat calm. When it was over, I started crying because I realized that I was close to losing her that day.
These little babies just find a way to get into your heart that you just can't explain!
Thank goodness Brandi is fine now..