 I hate loving her so much
Just a few minutes ago Brandi started choking while eating her dinner. Of course I panicked and but I did manage to stick my finger down her mouth to get a little piece of food that was stuck. She's okay now but boy am I angry.
I'm not angry because of her choking but because I love her so much....weird huh? When she was choking all I could think was I can't loose my baby. I don't have any kids and my furbabies is all I have. After I was sure she was okay.....I looked at her and said "I hate that I love you so much". She just ran to me and started licking me. So I just picked her up and just kissed and hugged so much she could of burst. |