I don't think it's odd that you've thought about this issue....it's scary to have to wonder about the eventual loss we will have to face concerning someone we love so dearly......I've been at that dark place myself many times.
My Jack was recently diagnosed with kidney disease and I find myself thinking about this often....I can't help but think: How much time do we have together?....Does he know?....How bad is this going to get?.......And then I have to get a hold of myself into not going to this dark place and just enjoy him while he is here or all of his remaining time will be wasted with worry instead of loving him.....
"You graced my life with your presence. Thank you for every moment we shared. Until I can journey to where you now are, you are just one breath away. I hold you in my heart until we are together once more when I will hold you in my arms never to be parted again."
__________________ B.J.mom to :  Jake J.J. Jack & Joey, momma misses you..... The joy found in the companionship of a pet is a blessing not given to everyone. The two most powerful words when we’re in struggle: me too.. |