I don't know if this is the same - but - I am getting older - 60 - and not being here 'for always' has got into my mind. I look at my grandkids and think I won't be here for all their time, and my daughter - thinking about not always being here for her. We are very close. I do try to 'talk' to myself and shake myself out of these thoughts - it's hard. But then I think - when I am 80 I will look back and say 'waste of time - enjoy each day Lynne!!!!!!!!
