Last night, as I was watching tv show with my mum
All of a sudden, mum popped up this
"...what are you going to do if one day Sugar leaves you..."
I was all shocked, looked at her in the eyes...
"Mum, why did you ask that?"
I never want to imagine what would happen 15+ years later. I lost my cat when I was 16, either someone took her or she lost her way. I searched everywhere...no one saw her. I cried for many months, still cry over it until now. I know mum concerns about this, she knows I love Sugar... I believe she just wanted to 'remind' me that Sugar is not going to stay with me until my hair turns grey. But my heart felt so painful, I know everyone I love is not going to stay with me forever, but I don't want to be reminded, I'm already having a hard time imagining every possible bad things might happen, it didn't do any good to me, I always ended up having bad time... since then, I only look at the brighter side, but still...it's not easy
What am I going to do?
I didn't answer mum