I was on the way to the vet with my baby and he had a seizure in my arms and died

He had blood coming out of his mouth and urinated on himself and then he passed..Yes I am the breeder and I have raised my babies for 8 weeks now and they are all very dear to me just like my own children...as I do not have any kids this makes these puppies even more special...Please keep me in your prayers...This is so hard and especially when they die in your arms