Today was the hardest day of my life. I had to choose for my dear friend who was failing. They said they could try but the inevitable was to come. I miss Muffin so much. My boys and I have her for 13 of the 15 years she was alive in this world. I can not begin to think of a day without her and tomorrow will be that day. Oh such a long night this will be. I can not stop crying as I move from room to room and remove her things. They say I gave her a good life but what they don't know is she gave me far more then that.
