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I have not posted in a few days. I know so many people are praying for us.
I pray every day. I sleep at night and Cookie is in my thoughts.
His birthday is Monday and it will be a VERY rough day for me.
I honestly wish I had $5K to offer for a reward to see if anyone would come forward. I would gladly give it.
I've done just about anything suggested already.
My folder with newspaper clippings, notes and ads is about 2 inches thick already.I dont know how I will continue. Emotionally is has torn and ripped me into a million pieces.
Who ever has him doesnt have feelings. I just cant grasp it in my mind.
Private investigator only got me so far as a forwarding address but not much else. Money talks and if I offered much more I'm sure the PI would have continued. But I cant owe 2 or 3 people. That's not who I am.
My husband does not want me to keep doing this.
I had a little breakdown when I was let down like 2 weeks ago.
But I'm not a lightswitch that can shut off emotions.

I just wanted to tell all of you that I still have hope that he will be back with me. I just dont know how or when that will happen.


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