Basically, i just really wanted to let all the members on this site know how helpful they've been for me and my research for my new puppy.
I got my little furbaby after MONTHS of excitment and research but after a couple of days it became apparent that there was something not right at all with her and my vet advised me to return her. It took a LOT of tears and the fact that she nearly died in my arms at 3AM to realise that something had to be done because she couldnt suffer like this anymore. The lady whom I got lily from took her back and is giving me 'a replacement' (

) puppy very soon.
After reading lots of posts from owners and breeders on here I have learnt that my next baby shouldnt leave the lady until 12weeks and i have decided im deffinately getting the biggest of the litter. (lily was the smallest and i think she had liver problems

)
Every time i think about my puppy i get this horrid sick/paniky feeling.. im so worried a repeat of what happened to lily will happen again!


But at the same time i CANNOT WAIT for my baby to be 12weeks and coming home.. hopefully a picture of health

So yeahh, thanks everyone and you'll deffinately be hearing my thoughts/questions in the near future
