I can see your pain in your words and know how very much you both loved him. Nothing can take away your pain. Not even time. It will ease though and at some point in time the pain won't be so sharp. Your loss is so recent. I don't know how you even managed to write all of that. I understand how very much you hurt and I wish I had some great wisdom to share with you that would ease your grief. Know that it wasn't because of anything you did. It was just something that happened and there was nothing you could have done to prevent it, so please do not carry any guilt with your grief.
