Oh how i so can relate......I have (for the past few yrs) been pondering becoming a foster parent. We have no kids, one fur-butt

, and much love for many, and BIG OPEN ARMS....I know I would be just heartbroken, sick over them leaving....
I know as many have said to me (and it's posted here too) it's so rewarding when they go to their forever home.......I think about that alot too......My heart is filled with alot of the, would of's,

could of's, should of's, that it's best FOR ME not to at this point, i have a weak heart when letting something go that YOU played a role in nursing back to life...
Good luck to you in your decision process, its hard