I too can understand why you need some time when your mind is not constantly thinking about the grief, Gen. It's too much. You need to remain intact physically, mentally, and emotionally, or Cookie won't have you to return to.
You and we as a group have sent it out to the Universe. You've sown the seeds for Cookie's return. Maybe it's time to let them sprout. You will reap what you have sown. You take care of you now. |