I'm so sorry for your loss, your story is heart breaking and brings tears to my eyes. The painful memories will get easier in time. I know it may not feel that way now but please trust me. We never forget the warmth of their bodies and the smell of ther little heads, but you need to take comfort in her passing in your arms. As sad as it may be, she felt at peace and loved in your arms and that she had the courage to cross over. What ever was wrong you need to take comfort that you were there when she needed you. Now is when you need to focus on your happy memories of your little baby. We are all here for you when your feeling sad and need to vent. Please start thinking of your happy days with your baby, it may make you cry but at the same time it will bring a smile to your face. |