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Originally Posted by spiritwings1202  can I ask what happend? It is hard when you trust your vet and he lets you down.
My Goldie was diagnosed with Kidney failure and they told me that if I kept her in the hospital that they could prolong her life for up to 2 years.
Well Goldie spent the last week in the hospital she went in on a monday, we visited her every day and it broke my heart bc she wanted to come home. Everytime they walked her back to her crate at the hospital she would look back at me like Mom I want to go home. Well they told me by Friday she could go home once her levels went up. On Friday I got a call that she had taken a turn for the worst and she wasn't going to make it. I bawled like I have never cried in my life. I rushed to the hospital to say goodbye and she died in my arms as I sat on the floor stroking her cheek and telling her that I loved her and she was the best dog in the world.
I still cry sometimes thinking about her, but I knew I had to let go at one point and move on. I am not saying that you have to forget about her, but you have to let her go and rest in peace bc she would not want you to be this unhappy. Think of all the times you had together and know that one day again you will see eachother.
Since Goldie I have gotten 2 other dogs. I have Daisy a jack-a-poo and Pixie my yorkie. I love them both and they are my heart. I still miss golide at times, but I know she is in a better place with no suffering and I will see her again one day. |
Cassie Had vomiting from Nov2009 on and off they done a few blood tests and couldnt find anything the vet thou she had cushing disease but when i look at it now she was on the wrong track. coz Cassie didnt have any signs for Cushings just the vomiting,I just wish I should have known more coz there the vets with the exams so they should of knew what it was. Cassie would have one good day then one bad I spend near 3 months feeding her she was bright the whole 3 months it was just the sickness and she loss alot of weight she got in the last week she couldnt walk but still knew when she needed to go to the loo. The last 2 days I was up 24hrs with her feeding her taking her to the toilet and helping her I lay with her in the living room for the last 2 days. she had a drip in for the 3 days days on the last day i stop the drip coz i knew in my own heart she was going to died. she was in my sister arms for 5 mins and couldnt breath much i ring the vet to get them out but i knew by the time they get here she will be gone. my sister put her in my arms and shes lay on my chest to feel my heart within a minute she had dirty herself it was all black stool. her lungs then stop but her heart was strong it was still going for a minute and then stop that when i knew Cassie had gone. what hurts me most to this day is that the vets didnt do enough and the second vet left her in a bad way in the clinic for 2 days with stool all over her back end this is what hurts me most that i feel like doing this to them to see how they would feel. Thats why i feel Like I let Cassie down.