[spiritwings1202]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know it is hard to lose a pet. It just takes time to move forward, the pain never really goes away it just gets a lil easier with time. Maybe you could do something to help you with your loss. When I lost my golden retriever Goldie of 12 years I got together all the funny pictures that I could find of her and made a big collage and I framed it and hung it on my wall. I have it hanging over my computer and she passed 5 years ago and sometimes it seem like yesterday. I think knowing that they were loved and we gave them a good life has to give you peace. I believe that we will see our beloved pets in heaven and I think when I am feeling sad and missing her she must be thinking about me. I wish I could give you a big hug, it will get easier over time but allow yourself to go on bc she would not want you sad. Big hugs~Joyce